Who am i? A Meme.

found this meme here: The Secret of Living.

I AM: not God. only God is I AM. on the other hand... i am me. i don't capitalize 'i' when referring to me, cuz God is 'I'. i am not worthy of comparison! *~smiles~*

I WANT: to be more like Jesus... and more who He made me to be. may i be faithful with what He shows me.

I WISH: that more of my friends blogged. and regularly, too.

I HATE: meanness. this one was simple, eh? ok, i'll add to that... lack of grace and mercy towards others. shouldn't we show others what Jesus has shown us in our imperfection?

I MISS: when my mom was working... she always had money to take me on a trip, or buy me some new jeans.... and man, i need new jeans... but God knows what i need! *~grins~*

I FEAR: far too much. there's all kinds of little gremlins in our lives that pop up and cause us worry, isn't there? shoo, gremlins, shoo! *~ha!~*

I HEAR: literally, i'm hearings JesusMusicOldies radio. i love it.

I WONDER: what's in store for me. it's like i'm standing on a threshold looking out the door, and the world is a big, beautiful, adventurous place... and i don't know where God's taking me.

I REGRET: that i am not more bold. yet.

I AM NOT: active enough. i am, by nature, inclined to sedentary activites - reading, writing, putering.... but i find i that i'm loving my little walks with mom.

I DANCE: only at church (usually! see above. *~grins~*)... i used to be on the church dance team, but it dissolved. that's why i'm so out of shape!!!! he he.

I SING: lots. in various styles, too. softly, loud, bluesy, folky, operatically. i love singing... but i've had to lay it at my Lord's feet because of my post-nasal drip and asthma - sometimes i am just unable to sing.

I CRY: not enough.... but more and more as God melts the frozen parts of my wounded heart. ...gee, that sounded so poetic! and melodramatic...

I AM NOT ALWAYS: sociable. it's hard to make relationships in the 3D realm... i'm tired, i don't always know what to say, sometimes my brain is just so fogged up i feel lost. it's very hard when i don't feel well and have to cancel a visit, so more often than not i just don't plan a visit.... but to 'visit' on the computer, well, all i have to do is twiddle my thumbs (and fingers!)

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: right now, websites... at least i'm learning. in the 3D realm?... music, i guess. on the guitar, mostly.

I WRITE: music. musings. meditations. memes. i try for daily, but i don't always succeed!

I CONFUSE: others, alot, i think. for some reason, when i say something, it doesn't always convey exactly what i mean it to.... and it's frusterating. i'm confused as to why that happens! *~smiles~*

I NEED: my Jesus.

I SHOULD: not should on myself. you shouldn't should on yourself, doncha know? :D

I START: a lot of projects.

I FINISH: very few of them.

I TAG: Christy~!