snot-nosed

i'm sick. i apparantly have a sinus infection that's running around my face (anyone see little running shoes in their head?) lol... my jaw is inflamed, it hurts in the jaw joint to chew food, to swallow, my ear hurts, and of course, my blasted whole head hurts, especially on that side (left). i'm now on antibiotics, a prescription anti-inflammatory, and under orders to go to emerg if it gets worse. and this morning i was blowing bloody chunks out of my nose! but i don't feel any worse this morning, and it's always an awesome time to draw near to God when you're sick, y'know?

fear comes and sticks its smelly head in the door, and says, 'you're gonna die, what have you done with your life?'... and i say 'shut up. if i die it's becuase God wants me with Him, which means it's my time, and which means i'll be in the presense of the Lord, worshipping Him forever and ever. and if it's not my time, i'll get better. in the meantime i'm just gonna rest in His arms and go about my day, determining to enjoy life, enjoy time with my Jesus, and not let no snot-nosed brat named Fear into my life, so there!" STOMP!