feelin' poor

which is a lie from the pit of hell, of course - i have the richest Daddy in the universe, period. my Daddy God, Abba Father.

it's just that after all my necessary out-payments this month, according to my budget i'll have a whopping $80 for groceries and gas, for the month. and i spent $15 on the potluck tonight, already. sigh. pride got the better of me!

and now i have another item for my wishlist - a secular cd (which i rarely buy) - cat power's 'the greatest', listen here. thanks for the heads up, steph. totally mellow and groovy, love it. i'd, uh, limewire it or something, except i wouldn't, my conscience wouldn't allow it, of course. well, for me it's an 'of course', anyways!

i hope to buy it eventually, but not for a while yet, lol. i'll have to settle with the 30 second clips from the website to satiate myself!

things i need to some degree or another:

• WINTER rated windshield-washer fluid - not all-season, cuz i got all-season stuff that's rated to -39 degrees, but it still freezes up when i'm driving sometimes! aarrgh! not safe.
• gas money....
  
• food money....
• a new home, mould free, scent free, pollutant free.... that or a miracle healing for both me and my house!
  
• hmm.... can't think of anything else at the moment. i guess i don't really have a lot of needs. that's a good thing!

wants:

• a new guitar - electro accoustic, thin body (to fit my non-thin body! lol)
• a bass and amp
  
• recording equipment
• a portable keyboard with weighted keys and pedal...
  

dreams:

• a cello, and cello lessons
• an all expenses paid, guided camping trip, in mt. edziza provincial park, for a month!
• a real piano!

oh, another need:

• some good solid sleep tonight. busy day tomorrow! packing packing packing, packing with tanya!
  
• oh, and does anyone have any space heaters tanya could borrow? they won't have heat until the 1st.....