dream stocking:
- $2500+ gift certif to sight n sound for a new guitar... and a bass... and an amp...
- heck, a gift certif for a drum set...
- double heck, a gift certif for a skookum keyboard and recording software/hardware....
- triple heck, a gift certif for a baby grand.... *drools*... anybody got a spare 10 grand? lol
- keys for a new car and prepaid gas and insurance for 5 years (hey, 10 - its a dream, right? lol)
- gift certificate for housekeeping for a year, lol
- airplane tickets & accomodation to go to every bc gtt and north american ltt
reality stocking v. 1: unlikely but really, really, *really* wish it *could* happen:
- tickets for me and at least one friend to go to the QC to take care of scattering mom's ashes... :/
- airfare & accomodation to go see my therapist again....
- lots of wool.... i mean real *wool* wool..... feltable/fullable.....
- [... wow this is a harder list to come up with!]
- gift certificate for amazon.com/ca (i need some specific books i won't list here....)
- [gee, i'm on the verge of tears(!).... because there are a lot of 'little' things (none of them *things*) i wish for that would never show up in a stocking.... :'( ]
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.. ..... .... ..... ok, forget this, now i *am* crying .... .... ... ... .. .. ...
.....whats most important to me is Jesus.... the people i love.... and healing. everything else, as beautiful or lovely or useful it may be, is .... well.....
... stuff.
one tidbit about my day.... today i spent about 2/3 of the day with or around people i love, and about 1/3 at home alone. it was a good balance. usually i'm alone about 90% of the time. and that's really hard. .... so what would you suppose my heart cries out for.... stuff?... or family, in the truest sense of the word?
ok.... not to be emo... just honest..... i'm going to go now, i'm not feeling so well....
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