stream of consciousness

did this before. thought i'd do it again! :)

I Am
so very tired...

I Want
restoration

I Have
hope in God's covenantal promises

I Wish
it were here, *now*!!!

I Hate
my own impatience

I Fear
it will never come...

I Hear
God's promise, in His Word....

I Search
for signs of it in my life

I Wonder
if my life is as void as i see it as, or if there are really streams of living water flowing out of my belly that i am unaware of?

I Regret
that i have so much unbelief

I Love
God's faithfulness and acceptance of me, the wretch that i am...

I Ache
to be with Him, in *that* day...

I Always
breathe deeply when i think of that

I Usually
feel sad that i'm still here!

I Am Not
giving up!

I Dance
for Him

I Sing
for Him

I Never
want to disappoint Him

I Rarely
fail to disappoint myself

I Cry
over my innate wretchedness

I Am Not Always
as accepting of myself as God is...

I Lose
faith in God's ability to use me

I'm Confused
as to my purpose in being here

I Need
to rest in Him

I Should
lay off the pile of 'shoulds' i lay on myself

I Dream
of one day being - finally - carefree....