Tuesday, July 07, 2009

asthma aggravation

oy.

i got a new laundry detergent today, all natural, the only scent being essential oils.... well, it's so strong, i've re-washed the load 3 times to try to get out the scent, and it aggravated my asthma badly. i had to put the bottle in a garbage bag and open my windows and leave the house. the washer is running again as i write.

i was going to go to a movie with a friend tonight, but when we got to the theatre, there was a lineup already (cheap night), and just the smell of everybodys..... scents of various sorts.... was enough for me to know i couldn't go it.

so we wandered around town instead, and i only realized when we were finally headed back to my place [to drop me off... to clarify, there's *no* solo inter-gender visiting in private for me!] that his clothes had a fairly strong scent to them... which is why i was coughing and wheezy the whole time.

this after a weekend of coping with asthma flares due to bug dope and the occasional plastic/garbage put on the campfire by someone ignorant of the toxicity of it all.... *sighs*

got prayer for it on sunday morning at the campout 'service'.... but since coming home, it's been aggravated even more than usual!!!.... *sighs*



Clover

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