Wednesday, November 12, 2008

complaint'nin...

well, i have only one dose of vermox left, to take before bed tonight.

so far, i still feel sick.

i'm running out of clean dishes, i feel too weak to load the dishwasher.

i'm running out of clean clothes, ditto on that one, too.

drained.

it's all i can do to be laying down, running to the bathroom, boiling the kettle to make some instant noodles, making a glass of juice, sitting upright for a while, feeling miserably physically ill and laying down, *again*....

never mind the dishes and laundry on top of that.

straws that break the camels back? brita filter needs changing, and the jug washed.... need to change the sheets on my bed, and wash the blankets.... need to take out the garbage....

.... and i'm going to stop there, because i can feel my brain imploding.... my guts already doing that enough, thanks....




my one happy: these puter times, short as they may be.

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Outcast, Adopted.

THIS BLOG IS IN NEED OF AN OVERHAUL. there are posts from years back i would not be able to post in good conscience now. i plan to overhaul the blog, and either delete or add a disclaimer to those posts. but that is gonna take time....

The Radical Summons: "
Therefore let us go to Him outside the camp and bear the reproach He endured. For here we have no lasting city, but we seek the city that is to come." Hebrews 13:13.

"The Spirit never loosens where the Word binds; the Spirit never justifies where the Word condemns; the Spirit never approves where the Word disapproves; the Spirit never blesses where the Word curses." —Thomas Brooks

‎"God receives none but those who are forsaken, restores health to none but those who are sick, gives sight to none but the blind, and life to none but the dead. He does not give saintliness to any but sinners, nor wisdom to any but fools. In short: He has mercy on none but the wretched and gives grace to none but those who are in disgrace. Therefore no arrogant saint, or just or wise man can be material for God, neither can he do the work of God, but he remains confined within his own work and makes of himself a fictitious, ostensible, false, and deceitful saint, that is, a hypocrite." --Martin Luther (W.A. 1.183ff)

i will not let You go: "Jacob's sense of his total debility and utter defeat is now the secret of his power with his friendly Vanquisher. God can overthrow all the prowess of the self-reliant, but He cannot resist the earnest entreaty of the helpless." --Albert Barnes

i will not let You go: "Jacob's determination did not flow from his strength, it flowed from his weakness." --Charles Leiter