Sunday, January 10, 2010

random thoughts

went out for lunch with the gang after church, and decided to treat myself to a burger. which tasted fishy, and promptly decided to make it's home in my tummy decidedly uncomfortable. oh well~! i go out for the fellowship, not the food. so it was worth every penny! :)

tomorrow i'm going to go see if canadian tire has my birthday present from the kroeker fam in (i have a rain check): a cast iron pot. *rubs hands*. i even got some yams i could cook in it, first thing.... if they are still any good (they were purchased for christmas eve dinner, lol)

got two requests to crochet hats like mine. should keep me busy!:


good message at church today, part one of a series on 'black sheep'. ie: in Christ there are NO black sheep, outcasts, rejects, outsiders.....

on the flip side of that, we are strangers in a strange land, a world not our home, rejected by a society that hates anything that reminds them of Christ.... so i've embraced - to an extent, the notion of being an 'outcast'. the first verse i currently have written above is fitting: "Therefore let us go to Him outside the camp and bear the reproach He endured. For here we have no lasting city, but we seek the city that is to come." Hebrews 13:13. to be part of God's family is to expect rejection from the world. and we are called to 'willingly' go outside the camp - to willingly embrace the reproach of those who are within the camp. to 'willingly' be black sheep, in a sense. it's a 'to whom' it may concern situation, lol....

so, tim, 'outcast' stays, but is now modified by 'adopted'. he he. :D

i still want to get one of those headbands with the two bobbles on springs on top-- alien antennae, LOL.

also, being who God made me to be requires me to stand out. i hate standing out. i shared once at home group that i'm a natural introvert and everybody laughed!!!! (not meanly or anything, they just didn't buy it one bit, LOL). but being created by God to be colorful and creative does NOT an extrovert make. i *hate* being noticed!!!! so today i was like, ok God, you turn the black sheep into white sheep... but what about those with polkadots and zigzags, huh? huh? HUH? LOL ....except He made me colorful, and it's not 'flaws' worthy of rejection, (altho
ugh the world may LOL), but deliberate brush strokes from the Creator's hand.

i wore my new hat to the store yesterday, and..... ohh, the eyes that turned toward me. made me want to run. :(

but i still like my goofy hat. and two people want me to make them one similar to it, so.... c'est la vie. :)



Clover

1 comment:

  1. ...adopted... yes... good addition.

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Outcast, Adopted.

THIS BLOG IS IN NEED OF AN OVERHAUL. there are posts from years back i would not be able to post in good conscience now. i plan to overhaul the blog, and either delete or add a disclaimer to those posts. but that is gonna take time....

The Radical Summons: "
Therefore let us go to Him outside the camp and bear the reproach He endured. For here we have no lasting city, but we seek the city that is to come." Hebrews 13:13.

"The Spirit never loosens where the Word binds; the Spirit never justifies where the Word condemns; the Spirit never approves where the Word disapproves; the Spirit never blesses where the Word curses." —Thomas Brooks

‎"God receives none but those who are forsaken, restores health to none but those who are sick, gives sight to none but the blind, and life to none but the dead. He does not give saintliness to any but sinners, nor wisdom to any but fools. In short: He has mercy on none but the wretched and gives grace to none but those who are in disgrace. Therefore no arrogant saint, or just or wise man can be material for God, neither can he do the work of God, but he remains confined within his own work and makes of himself a fictitious, ostensible, false, and deceitful saint, that is, a hypocrite." --Martin Luther (W.A. 1.183ff)

i will not let You go: "Jacob's sense of his total debility and utter defeat is now the secret of his power with his friendly Vanquisher. God can overthrow all the prowess of the self-reliant, but He cannot resist the earnest entreaty of the helpless." --Albert Barnes

i will not let You go: "Jacob's determination did not flow from his strength, it flowed from his weakness." --Charles Leiter