Wednesday, January 24, 2007

feelin' poor

which is a lie from the pit of hell, of course - i have the richest Daddy in the universe, period. my Daddy God, Abba Father.

it's just that after all my necessary out-payments this month, according to my budget i'll have a whopping $80 for groceries and gas, for the month. and i spent $15 on the potluck tonight, already. sigh. pride got the better of me!

and now i have another item for my wishlist - a secular cd (which i rarely buy) - cat power's 'the greatest', listen here. thanks for the heads up, steph. totally mellow and groovy, love it. i'd, uh, limewire it or something, except i wouldn't, my conscience wouldn't allow it, of course. well, for me it's an 'of course', anyways!

i hope to buy it eventually, but not for a while yet, lol. i'll have to settle with the 30 second clips from the website to satiate myself!

things i need to some degree or another:
  • WINTER rated windshield-washer fluid - not all-season, cuz i got all-season stuff that's rated to -39 degrees, but it still freezes up when i'm driving sometimes! aarrgh! not safe.
  • gas money....
  • food money....
  • a new home, mould free, scent free, pollutant free.... that or a miracle healing for both me and my house!
  • hmm.... can't think of anything else at the moment. i guess i don't really have a lot of needs. that's a good thing!
wants:
  • a new guitar - electro accoustic, thin body (to fit my non-thin body! lol)
  • a bass and amp
  • recording equipment
  • a portable keyboard with weighted keys and pedal...
dreams:
  • a cello, and cello lessons
  • an all expenses paid, guided camping trip, in mt. edziza provincial park, for a month!
  • a real piano!
oh, another need:
  • some good solid sleep tonight. busy day tomorrow! packing packing packing, packing with tanya!
  • oh, and does anyone have any space heaters tanya could borrow? they won't have heat until the 1st.....
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2 comments:

  1. Michelle3:02 a.m.

    Hey Doll Just wanted to let you know that I love you and am here for you just drop by anytime. Ok Chow

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  2. Tamara11:40 p.m.

    I know what you're feeling right about now! God WILL provide though, so no worries :)

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