Monday, January 19, 2009

hair confessions

pretty much everybody knows i love my little kinkies....

...me wee dreddies...!!!


but...
bah humbug...

i'm cutting my hair off.
dreddies go bye-bye.
wah.
i love my dreddies.
i will miss them immensely.
i WILL grow them back!!!
YES I WILL!!!!
but they gotta go...

why?

been pullin' too much.
trichotillomania.
it's thinnin' out.
gotta chop it off...
and let it all grow in again.
and hopefully throw a wrench in the pullin' streak.
dang it.
too stressed lately.
once it gets going, it's unstoppable.
many times in my life i've buzzed my hair...
all trying to put an end to the pulling...
and to let my hair grow in again.

fresh start?
i suppose.
but so sad. :(
feels more like failure....
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