Monday, August 28, 2006

crashing, crashing, crashing?

well, i've heard that my blog crashes some browsers, i'm thinkin' maybe it's my loooong photo posts? i dunno - anyhow, i've shortened my post list temporarily to 7 or some other small number until those posts are further archived (or, like now there is only one on the main page). sorry bout the crashin', chris. let me know if this helps, k? that goes for anybody. i'm a novice at web page design, so it could be that too. *sigh*

i'm tired lately. i spent all of saturday crashed in bed doing sudoku puzzles, gastrointestinal difficulties.... i danced like mad at church, but i really didnt feel good all day sunday either. today? it's past noon and i'm still in my jammies.

course, too, there is the decision of whether to move or not to move. friends say MOVE, mom says stay and bug the landlord. guess which seems like the less stress? moving. but then whats the stress? going against mom's advice. gack.

God's got His plans in all this, of course, with my health crashing once i got home again, when it was fine for so long on the trip, and then again camping at ackermans. [until the last day when i slept in the B-fam's tent (to avoid being alone in my tent with three burly guys camping down the road) which was full of bug spray - hives ensued, and a tight chest in the morning.]

anyways, i got a lead on a trailer for rent where my friend carrie lives, we'll see if i can work up the guts, work through the stress, to make the call to go see it - and sniff it.

sometimes i really just want to go live in a tent and breathe fresh air all the time.

but i don't like the idea of freezin' in the cold months, y'know? lol
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