yoo hoo!!!!! honey, i'm home!!!!!!!

lol, i'm home, after all this time, i'm bloggin' again on my usual blogville. but please do continue to check out mine and my friend's travel blog, as we will continue putting memories and revelations and reflections etc on it. yay!!!!!! [clap clap clap] lol.

i was eating a nectarine tonight, and it has funny white spots in it.... is that normal? it's on the nubbly flesh of the nectarine, around the pit..... icky. i see white on food, i think mold.... or insect eggs. yuck.

speaking of home.... i may have to move. i was FINE on my trip, very little trouble with my asthma comparably, but after one night of sleeping in my own home i woke up with a horrible headache, sinus-style, a tight chest, and fatigue. yuck. when i walked in my front door after a month of being away, i could smell must. yuck. problem is, i live in a relatively damp area, so it's a common issue around here. it's not humid really, just lots and lots of rain. it's not like LA or some places on the lakes in ontario, where it's by ocean and there's so much humidity, mold smells are all over the place, in public places, outdoors, etc. not just in badly build homes, lol. the dampness here is more ground moisture than air moisture i think.... anyways, it would never turn 32 degree weather into 42 on the humidex~!!!!!!! never, no way, i seriously doubt it.

anyways, so i may have to move my home. and what's my current dream? or dare i say vision? to 'homestead' in a kind of way. have a camper or a yurt on a little peice of land in the boonies. build me a little cordwood house, a little studio.... a 'carport/roof' type thing i can park the camper under, and have a 'deck' of sorts on the gravel under the roof ...... heck even a firepit, and/or storage for the firewood for my handy dandy high-efficiency [ie, non-polluting] woodstove...... i'd even be ok with an outhouse/sani-dump type set up, i pottied in outhouses and garage stations all the last month, some of them nasty as can be, and i tell ya, i survived. i need to keep my life small and simple. dramatically so, i think. i flourish in such an environment.... but in a home full of 'stuff'.... i suffocate. and not just spiritually/mentally, either, also literally: dust + mildew + asthma = suffocation. so hopefully "home" will one day have a bit more of an outdoorsy, camping/hippie/pioneer gal type feel to it.


but y'know, home is where the heart is.... and God is the only one in control of where my heart is!!!!!