Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i feel homeless

why? cuz i need to find a new home purdy quick i think. main quality i require in my new home: a decided lack of mould. since coming home from my trip i feel like i'm sick. i slept an extra few hours this afternoon. i'm so tired. headaches, chest tightness, etc.... becuase i'm allergic to mould. and somehow, over the last couple of years, it's crept up in my house without me smelling it. landlord has no vapour barrior between us and the ground, so that makes for a damp house.

i know now from my trip what is more 'normal' for me: i had more energy most of the time, unless the heat and humidity was way up there; or unless i had used my puffer; or unless i was drowning in poisonous air in someone's perfumed presence or home.

sigh.

a deep, air hungry sigh.
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