Wednesday, October 25, 2006

tired to the bone

well, it's likely to happen sometimes, eh? i've been on the run so much the last week, i've caught a cold, and/or a sinus thing again. i slept this afternoon for like 3 hours on the couch (not at all comfortably), and half the time i slept on top of my puffer in my pocket! gar! no wonder the couch felt even more bumpy than usual.

i've been running around in a few different ways:

running tanya to the medical clinic and the hospital over and over again - heck, if i'm tired she's gotta be more tired having had a horrible migraine for almost a week AND doing all that running around! peeps, pray it goes away, ok?

also, i've been doing major grocery shopping for mom. she's not so mobile anymore... and it's hard to find things that appeal to her teeny-weeny appetite... not to mention she's doped out on morphine now - even if she had the energy to drive, i don't think she could. as of yesterday, i am principle driver re: the car insurance. which means the monthly payments almost doubled. bah humbug.

i've also been feeling the need to get the heck out of the house!... spending lots of time at pams or out with friends or whatever, just not at home. lots of time driving. seeing lots of wild animals - another fox today.

anyways, something i'm considering doing is chronicling these last days of me and mom's life together in a blog.... whatcha all think? .... so the things that some people may not like to read/think about will not be on my main blog, but in a separate place, eh? sigh.... i dunno. i just don't want it to be a bummer for people. should i write it here, or start a separate blog?

i'm tired to the bone, i'm gonna hit the sack as soon as i have the energy to get up from my chair, drink my prune nectar/pomegranate tea concoction, brush my teeth, and go to my room. 'go to your room, right now, young lady!'

ow, my head hurts.

hmm, any body remember, 'gee, your hair smells terrific!' ????

when i wash my hair, it smells like tea tree oil, lol.

2 comments:

  1. It is totaly up to you,but to make it extra special i would make a special blog about you and your mom.Also you would not be bumming people out,as you need all the support you can get during this tough time.Luv yah!!!!!

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  2. Awww I am sad to hear that your Mom isn't doing so well. I think it is a great idea to start a blog about you and your Mom. A nice memory for you!

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