Wednesday, September 10, 2008

grammatically procrastinating

i've procrastinated this week entirely too much. here it is, wednesday (i think) and i'm barely into my homework that is due friday. arrgh!!!

why is it so hard to sit down and read a text in such a way that i absorb what i'm reading? maybe i have some kind of helmet on that bounces new information away from my brain.... cuz it sure feels like it bounces, and bounces, and bounces.

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it helped to think, "i do not have to do this"... ie, do i have to be in this class? nope. did i want to try it out? yup. am i allowed to fail? you bet. do i like grammar? yes! so do i *want* to do this homework? ah.... yes i do... indeed!

so Lord, help me focus.... i know i will succeed if it is part of your plan, and i will only fail if it is part of your plan... i rely on You, not myself and my own abilities!!!

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