Friday, October 17, 2008

home, james.

well, i am home.

thanks for everyone's encouraging comments.... i'm not up to addressing any specifically, tho.

stressed backwards is desserts, i know, but i'm going to try to avoid the ice cream bucket anytime i'm emotionally charged.... i don't want to use food as a drug.

i have prescriptions meds for that. ha!

anyways.

i'm home, it's stinkin' cold in here but i am afraid to turn on the fireplace cuz the gas bill is whacked. unfortunately bills spelled backwards is only sllib. no encouragement there!

going to try to take my day in a chillaxed way, got some things to deal with but a lot i'm not going to even try today.

hmm, i'll make a list.

1. pick up prescription.
2. blow money on a cd i really shouldn't buy but i need to put some kind of positive spin on coming home today, so i think a 'treat' is in order..... i'm learning that self-care is more than just brushing your teeth. and i'll get in a walk with this one, too. wally world, here i come....
3. go for a walk.
4. unpack.
5. no masks today!!!

but oh, a kewl thing i got yesterday, my kitty ears. been looking forward to those for a while now!



mrawr.

re-reading this post it's amazing how many lols a person can put in one post when one does not feel very 'lolz'. ah, vey.

[some lolz removed for accuracy in representation of posters affect. enjoy.]
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