Saturday, October 18, 2008

SPROING!

6:30ish am. meds wearing off. brain buzzing.



(never tried the stuff.)

NEED. MORE. SLEEP.

ah, but then i got into bed a couple hours later than i should of. (bad puter, baaad puter...)

gotten so used to being up in the 6:30 - 7:30 time bracket, tho, i don't want to ruin that.

so maybe a brief nap, later in the day.

MUST. NAP. NOW.

no!!!! do not ruin the schedule! (SHED-yule, thank you veddy much. i be cultured now.)

mebbe go for a walk in a coupla hours. when the sun comes up. that's gotta happen first. no walking in the dark for me, thanks! only if i gots me a 6'3 1/2" bodyguard, thanks. well, a 5'2" bodyguard would do quite well, too. a chaperone would be great, too. *especially* with the 5'2" travelling partner, iffn you know what i mean.... *coughs*.

(hahahahahas, i stills so funnys!!!!! :D )

ok, too drained, but no real use trying to sleep again. just too sproingy, dang it.

well, i'll lay down for a bit and see if me brain co-operates or not. just pleeeze, Lord, donnot let me sleep too long and be sleepdrunk and nonfunc in that way today?

if anyone wonders why i cling so hard to *God's* control over everyday affairs, there you go. He's gotta have control cuz really, i have none!

*update*

two hours later i'm up again. piece of cold pizza in my tum tum and coffee on it's way. thank Ya Lord! now turn my frown upside down? feel like a cat that got pushed off it's nap chair.... =^o^=

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