aye, yes, the Lord has some surgery to do in my heart. cuz for some years i've valiantly restrained myself to speak appropriately (not cuss), but have mean thoughts towards people.
especially people who drive stupidly.
it's easy to call other people down, label them, critisize them, demean them, curse them.... without cussin'.
i think God's got me driving - a new driver - at this time in my life, cuz it's His timing to deal with this in me... to alter some of my heart issues that defile.
it used to upset me to hear christians use 'bad words'.... and it's not cool to speak crass and offend people and such, but it's not the big issue, y'know? it's what's harbored in our hearts, our attitudes, our heart towards others....
and at the same time, i'm feeling this anger towards the enemy and his legalism and lies and corruption.... and i want to curse.... him.
a curse is a ban, to bind, and i want to see him bound. so i'll belittle him, smash his face, break his teeth.... cuz he's who deserves it.
and if it means i speak a little brashly when i'm telling someone about how the enemy lies and decieves and corrupts, then so be it. stomp stomp stomp.
if you get rattled out of your complacency... so be it. stomp stomp stomp.
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